Willing SurrenderJuly 27, 2002 I surrendered my trust to you I opened my soul to you And I thought you knew... But I was wrong You were my all knowing truth showing, freeflowing Ultimate source But I was wrong You told me you knew everything I thought you knew everything I thought you were perfect But I was wrong... You deny me That chance I was born the right to earn But I can't fight you You are in control of me Why did you fool me? So I would live to be shattered To see your flesh and blood As real as mine? Why did you torture me? So you could skew the way I see To see your trembling indecision As real as mine? You can't see me You have no loyalty to me No I can see your failures As real as mine... I lost my right to humanity Another sheltered life denied Another distant god defied I met insanity I tried to blame it on you I want to sleep now where I lie I want to just give up and die It's never through.... Back |